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Sunday, February 18th, 2001
2:01 pm	Wee. Baby came over this morning and woke me up. She's so cute...laying there in my bed... (8 Comments |Comment on this)
3:47 am	Wow, it's been a long ass time since I've written one of these. Doesn't help that I'm usually busy with other stuff...no 'bored' time anymore. This weekend is a threeday weekend, so I can REALLY throw off my biological clock ;) Update: I now have a 486DX33 running FreeBSD. It's my only 'reallly mine' machine. I have this PIII700 from work, which is what I guess I'll be using till my boss wants it back. Not so bad I guess...I'm forced to learn the command line, which has it's biig ups, and it's downs. Downs being I can't really do much in the way of web browsing, because I'll be damned if I wanna look at lynx all night ;) I guess I've got two addictions now: graphical browsers and fat bandwith ;) Well, back to cleaning up my room after a Duron assemblage for another friend...ended up costing me a CDROM drive, a floppy, a keyboard, a mouse, a monitor (well, ok, the montior was Cas's...but dammit, I was using it on my other box), and a temporary charge of 177.46. He better love my ass after all that ;) (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 21st, 2000
12:36 pm	I figured it out With cas's help of course ;) There ya go shrew. We're friends and stuff now. So, who are you? :) Current Music: stem Of A Down - Spiders (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 20th, 2000
12:41 pm	Chuck Shall Rule the world Woopwoop Hercules hercules hercules! Well, I finally got Hercules up and communcating after FreeBSD -release install from hell ;) Although I will be the first to admit, hercules is a gay name....it does kinda fit. The box is a compaq Proliant 1500. Standing about 3.5 feet tall, and weighing in at about 90 pounds, Hercules is one helluva box. Oh, did I mentino the redundant power supply, 8 expansion slots, 7 hotswappable FW SCSI drive bays...the onboard SCSI adapter, the neato case...do I need to go on? The only down side, is it is only a PI - 75Mhz chip. But for a fileserver, it'll r0x0r. Now to clean my room again. Remember kids: Cleaning is the mind killer. It is the little death that subdues. Stumbling into cleaning is risking the chance of never again embracing clutter, multitasking on many levels or a variety of other things that are inheritly 'un-clean'. But then again, cleanliness is next to godliness, so I guess I'll just have to be next to myself for a while *wink* ;) Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: . Filter - Jurassitol (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 14th, 2000
1:55 am	. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . *whines because his car is broked in a very very 'spensive and spendy manner* There. I had to do that some place..jst to get it out of my system. Now, chin-up, and take the shit to get a new vehicle that won't die on you...face the world, and beat the living shit out of it. Yeah. *kills car salesmen who won't give him big loans with low interest*. Thanks. Goodbye, that's all. *sigh* Sleep sleep sleep sleep... Damn, it didn't work. I feel like tom_vague now. Must go wash that rambling off. Bye bye. Current Mood: distressed Current Music: Tool - Sweat (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, December 8th, 2000
6:21 pm	woop woop, posting from my new laptop! although the brand name isn't exactly something to be proud of....It's actually quite a decent little box. Compaq Armada e500, PIII with 64Mb of RAM. Yummy. Onlyt hing I don't like about this box (besides it being a compaq and all of course ;), is the stupid passive matrix screen. Right now, in my room where it's all dark and stuff, it's no big deal..it's actually nice. But at the office, where they have all those pesky flourescent lights...it sux0rs! I gotta bump the gamma on the videocard WAY up....and then it looks really nasty at night ;) Oh well ;) Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: sweet silence (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 7th, 2000
7:09 pm	Austin, We've got Boxen hehe...velcome to Geek Haus v.001. Sodalis has been almost succesfully moved into the foyeur, and is rebuilding her kernel right now. With any luck...that's where she'll stay ;) Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: Cas's Stereo stuff - Astral Projection (Comment on this)
12:12 pm	The waiting times Eeek. I hvaen't really felt this anxious in a while. I guess it'd be different if I didn't wanna get out of my current job so bad. I interview in 2 hours. I wonder if they do on the spot hires? I wonder what my chances are. I wonder if he's just giving me an interview to humour my aunt (I hope not!! ;( ). Oh well, I guess I better get dressed to go...wish me luck ;) Current Mood: anxious as hell (Comment on this)
1:15 am	. Just one bite...that's all I needed. Now I've gotta have another. and another. there goes a whole one. And another.....devouring in the name of addiction. Current Mood: hungry Current Music: Flavor of God..or something (Comment on this)
1:11 am	No motivation... I need to be cleaning. Cleaning is the mind killer. It is the little death. cleaning makes fear look pale. I hate cleaning. It's such a waste of time. But I...must...go...on. Can't stop, dust is gonna eat me. Can't stop dust is gonna eat me. Can't stop, dust is gonna eat me. Can't stop dust is gonna eat me.Can't stop, dust is gonna eat me. Can't stop dust is gonna eat me.Can't stop, dust is gonna eat me. Can't stop dust is gonna eat me.Can't stop, dust is gonna eat me. Can't stop dust is gonna eat me.Can't stop, dust is gonna eat me. Can't stop dust is gonna eat me.Can't stop, dust is gonna eat me. Can't stop dust is gonna eat me.Can't stop, dust is gonna eat me. Can't stop dust is gonna eat me.Can't stop, dust is gonna eat me. Can't stop dust is gonna eat me.Can't stop, dust is gonna eat me. Can't stop dust is gonna eat me. Sorry if I spammed anybody's 'friends' page ;) Current Mood: amused Current Music: Torley Wong - The Games We Play (Comment on this)
12:42 am	*groan* I've become way to sedentary. all this box moving stuff (computer box..) got me worn out tonite ;( It's weird..I'm a helluva lot more active now, than I was a year ago....yet I've become weaker and less winded in the past few months than ever before. Although I despise exercise, in all it's physical forms, at least for the sake of exercise....I'm gonna have to start doing something. Just no running...Running is the DEVIL! Oh well, break time over, back to moving Current Mood: weird Current Music: ses Girl Song (Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 6th, 2000
10:03 pm	Unknown friend? Apparently, petfish has me listed as a friend...New friends are good ;) petfish is a friend of one of my bestest friends..dwaggie/castille. So, upon discovering that, I added her to my friends list. Now it won't be all about Cas anymore! W00t. Current Music: . Nirvana - All Apologies (3 Comments |Comment on this)
9:23 pm	Back again Jack Man, it's been to long. I gotta keep up with this thing. But when your life is mainly a bunch of boring 'stuff' that just keeps piling up...I just don't feel as if there was anything to write about. I could tell how boring my day was...how i stared at a static computer monitor for over 4 hours today (reading Penny Arcade and SinFest)...because there was no actual work to be done. although i did get payed a decent sum for it, I still wish I would have been home. I hate being bored more than being broke by a long shot ;) Abnout the only 'flavor' in my life has been my girlfriend (esp. her *grin*), and a few of my close friends. Well, I don' thave to specify..I have Friends and acquaintences. All of my 'friends' are close, or they aren't friends ;) I like to believe that we'd all do anything for each other, in that cheesy kinda way....Besides my g/f (obviously), I feel like they're brothers. Although we're slowly drifting apart, due mainly to work and women, when we are actually together, it's almost just like the old days. 3 of the four of us have g/f's now. 1 has a fiance, one is just starting out in what seems to be a very...shall we say active, relationship?. I'm in a long -term kinda thing right now..and loving every bit of it. I can't help but feel a lttle sorry for our 4th. Although he doesn't seem to mind, and has never really had a girlfriend....I think internally he desires one. Even if just to replace the best friend of a longass time who's getting married. I don't blame him. I've never really had friends like this...and honestly, I don't think I ever will again. I guess that's why I'd like to keep the group together so much. Unfotunatelyk, I also understand how important a female companion can be....lord knows I spend enough time with mine (well, actually I don't..;)...but I don't think that they should ever become all encompassing. And time off is always a good thing (think of the fun that follows)....well, there. i wrote another journal entry. I'm going back to reality now...gotta clean my room and shit ;) Current Music: - Lake Of Fire (Comment on this)
Friday, November 24th, 2000
1:51 am	Turkey Day - 1 Well....today wasnt' so bad. Very Very long. with lots of boredom right up there at the beginning. After goin g to din din at the friggin Hotel, I got to go to Tess's house early...weee ;) After spending a few horus here with here, and listening to 'the guy on the couch' bitch about his place in life and how he doesn't know what he's doing...we went to see my little cousin Geno. Little kid's grownin up quick! Oh well, I'm dead tired..and full...so I'm goin to sleep now . Goodnite ;) Current Mood: tired Current Music: Blood Hound Gang - hell yeah (Comment on this)
Thursday, November 23rd, 2000
1:32 pm	Yeah flippin Gods. I don't think I've ever been this bored/apathetic ...ever. Nobody's here, I don't want to really do anything online....sheesh. Current Music: Contradictive (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 22nd, 2000
10:33 am	Not going in to work At long last, mine eyes hath been opened. I hath seen the light that was reason, drunk from the fount that was understanding, and stayed myself from that devilish course that was work. I stayed home from work! W00t! anyways....I stayed home, cause 40 bucks before massive taxes just wastn' worth it to me. I am gonna have to stop doing that soon, when I have loan payments. And that sux0rs. But for now, I get to chill at home with Cas (until noonish), and work on webstuff. If I want. Or I could go to sleep. ;) Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: NIN + David Bowie + Photek = I'm afraid of americans (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 21st, 2000
12:50 am	Weee I finally got a new battery and a tire rotation for my car. The Pimp Mobile shall live again! Quoted at $1119.87 worth of damages, I was relieved. My previous quote was 2300. so, I go to the bank, and take me out a loan for 2 grand, fix my Pimp Mobile, and build me a kickin box. Current Music: - Cream ((rep'ruh'zent) - Only the BEST in Techno, Trance, House, Drum-n-Bass, Electronica and More!) (Comment on this)
Monday, November 20th, 2000
8:43 am	Mornings... Mornings suck ;) I hate changing my state of conciousness. If I'm asleep, then dammit, let me sleep. If it'm awake. I just wanna stay up. I have such a hard time summoning the will power to get out of bed every morning it's not funny. My friends...seemingly wake up on the drop of a hat. Hell, Cas wakes up when his friggin door/curtain thingie opens. It's kinda sick. I need to stop rambling and take a shower, so I can go to work. Woohoo, my earliest post..or something. Current Music: Various Artists - 08-Liquid Breeze - Children Of ((rep'ruh'zent) - Only the BEST in Techno, Trance, House, Drum-n-Bass, Electronica and More!) (Comment on this)
12:33 am	Good Dinner, long conversation. Sweet. I just got my mirc stats page to semi-auto publish. I got the whole creation thing automated. Now to script the upload... I could do a batch file...hmm. (see the page here I just got back from her house. Very n ice dinner - home made chicken cordon bleu. Mmmm. I think she is revisiting issues she has had since I left. She semi-sorta-kinda wants a physcial relationship (more so than it is...*winkwinknudgenudge*), but I think she's afraid it'll change or 'ruin' things. She's never been so involved, and she loves it so far (afaik), so I understand where she's coming from....I just wish I could offer her effective advice/solace from her anxiety. Women...can't live with 'em, can't help 'em with their problems. No matter how hard you try... But I guess some things are best worked out by oneself. Especially things as intimate and personal as this. Oh well, once agian, I must carry mine heathen ass to bed. G'nite. Current Mood: blah Current Music: Favor of God (Comment on this)
Sunday, November 19th, 2000
1:11 am	Life is fucked up man.. Just horribly, horribly fucked up. Frustration runs rampant...though less now than a little while ago. I'm sitting here, zombified from lack of sleep (6 hours in 3 days). I finally got a bucnh of stuff done that needed getting done. I got a VA drivers license, I got my own car insurance. Now I just need a full time job. Man, being able to work full time....to not have to worry about it, or to just not be bored with doing the same thing everyday. I guess it's one of the reasons I wanna go back to school. With school, I guess, in retrospect, the reason I liked it....was an escape from the depressing boredom of a tech job ;) Hopefully my contact at OOP (http://www.oop.com/) will pan out eventually....well, I need sleep. more later, if the mood allows. Current Music: Rage Against the Machine - Know Your Enemy (Comment on this)